a lonely mind

Dear God,
i don't know
when i hear songs i like,
i remember him again
cause he has given those songs to me
but, i tired
i missing him again
i don't know what i must to do
Should i just wait him?
it's impossible
i know he's hate me now
maybe i've made his heart painful
yeah,i dunno
but God,
the olny thing i ask to You
What i should to do??
forget,,
or still waiting until he become like previous
i can't like this
i'm tortured
i always thinking about him
when i hear songs from a7x, when i saw his sms
when i hear his sound..
i always become like him again
i tried to forget,
but i can't
it's so hard
when i hear a alphabet include on his name,
i always remember
how we so intimate..
sent sms every day, every time
calling each other
make each other laugh
tell story..
that's my precious memory
i've never get friend like him
that's make i like him
but now..
i confused with my mind
i hate him??
but it's not true,
i'm also still like him
if a get once chance again to make a good relation again with him,
i'll tell him
all about him on my mind
and after that,
i'll pass
he can hate me, or he won't know me again
Dear God, please give me a chance
i want him know
or,if can
i want can make a good relation again